Put the drumbeat back in my heart.

So back from camp, most amazing time ever. I'm going to miss it so much and all the people.
But I've learned so much from being there for summer, and i'm filled with a new fire, and I feel ready to go out into the world, use what i've learned and make a difference.
God really revived me at camp. He brought me back to life.
He's set a purpose in my life now, to be his child and just praise him in everything I do. I'm going to do my year at UBC, and after that, who knows. I really want to go to Briercrest and take worship there. Man, God really saved me from myself at camp.
To be quite honest, before camp I felt like I didn't really have much of a purpose in my life and that I was going nowhere. I feel that now, God has big plans for me. Jeremiah 29:11 is a perfect example of God telling us all he has planned.
I know that theres so much more out there for me, and this year I really want to grasp this new freedom God has placed in my soul, and I want to live for him in everything I do. I never want to loose this fire.
I sadly must say that I am going to be leaving the Grove :( But I feel that if I stay I won't grow spiritually. I will be back lots though and I still want to see everyone and go to the College and Career small group, but I can't loose this fire I have and this new found love for life. I lost it somewhere in the past and God gave it back to me.
I really would like to volunteer at the UGM or somewhere like that during the year as well. I really want to be a youth leader as well. Thats something I really really want to do. And I want to do worship somewhere. Hard as it is to leave, God is calling me and I could never ignore his call.
It feels so great to be home though. As much as I miss camp, I'm really enjoying being home. I don't think I've fully grasped the fact that i'm not going back yet haha. It will hit me though eventually which is scary. But the people that matter and care I will see again, which comforts me.
Well i'm am headed off to dinner so I will catch ya lata.
God Bless,
LOVELOVELOVE
Courtney
"I wanna wake up, I wanna restart, but the drumbeat back in my heart, I need to be revived, bring me back to life."